so i figure since i want to get more into deviant art i may as well go all out, and im starting with this i guess. i really dont know how to deal with the journal thing so im gonna start by saying that its 2:32 in the morning and that i wish i was asleep but doubt that ill get tired for another half hour, maybe an hour...who knows? But either way im just stuck in my head tonight, you know thinking about the same stupid things and the same old people over and over till you wear yourself down. so i figured loading up a bunch of work would help me clear my head, and sadly it didnt, but either way i still feel better about having more work up. right now art is pretty much what makes the most sense to me and i just want to keep working all the time and not have to deal with anything else, but well, nothings that easy anyhow this is me: my name is Maria, im pretty much a hot mess lately (total and complete klutzy train wreck) who misses her friends, loves her new ones, and has a tendency to think too much about the people who probably dont deserve to be thought of anymore and so i put all of myself into art to figure it all out